I wish i could stop crying.

over a boy who has long since forgotten about me.

Over a BOY.

Dilemma;

I dont always make time for people.

I dont have time to.

No really; unless you're willing to get your ass up like me at 6 am and make things work out im not gunna tug on the reins.

I need work to keep me sane;

and school to keep me working;

I need time right now to say "nah im good." and just sit alone and draw because my intrapersonal relationships (Aside from coworkers/business.) Isnt going to get me a job.

I want to seem driven without coming off as a bitch but its harder than it sounds.

I love you-- but Becca's gotta get her ass in gear.

I wont forget about you..but baby you gotta let me grow.

rabs