Tuesday, December 22, 2009

i feel;

like the most useless being on the planet right now.

Monday, December 21, 2009

bitchassness at work.
and at home.

I dont know how to deal well with passive aggressiveness; is there a manual?
this is probably why I dont date females. Good Lord, if you are jealous say so. dont post "pity me" things on my status.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Bad move kid

I stared at the new picture in disbelief
a rush of air pushed out from my stomach;
AM I THE ONLY EX WHO HAS NOT GOTTEN WITH SOMEONE NEW YET?

flushed with envy i clicked out;
then back in staring at his smug face and his adorable..yet chubby girlfriend.

fuck my life.
David too? Mother fucker is MARRIED.

what.the.fuck?!

I need to give out love.. to recieve love.
and im just a big ball of envy.. and i need to fucking quit it.
let go of the past.
let.go.of.the.past.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

I feel like I cant say what i need to say

I feel like I cant tell you that I dont like you.
I feel like I cant breathe.

I dont.
like.
you.

There-- if you cant take being platonic then gtfo.