Life doesn't stop for Finals.
Friends dont stop grabbing for your hand, smiles on their beautiful faces begging you to come out and enjoy the sunshine.
I cant help but reach out and then pull back knowing I have other obligations that involve sitting in a computer lab and being far to intimate with a keyboard rather than I'd let a lover.
It's almost over.
My mind races with thoughts of compositing while i'm sitting here paralyzed by the lack of a power cord for my computer (i'm at work using theirs..) and the all to prevalent realization that I'm once again here til midnight. Fidgetting, readjusting my sitting position and staring out the window like a lost puppy.
I stretch out my legs, dancing for no one and humming songs that are suddenly quieted by passerbys. God FORBID they hear a note escape my mostly mute lips.
Whatever. In literally a day i'll be done with school and have to show up on friday, look pretty and high five my group mates for working their asses off to make a 22 minute presentation. Shivering in our nice garb and praying to God that the thing is over with as soon as humanly possible.
Life is funny that way.
People dont stop leaving.
They expect you to stay however.
I guess I can be okay with that for now.
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