Day 37: Dos dias una classe

Today is fixing to seem like a chill day. I have class til four thirty and a linner situation with one of my best friends later. This week has been just what I needed to take the edge off. I feel crazy relaxed and if I could afford it i'd get my nails done. Ugh. Girly urges but I know the practicalities behind it make no sense. I almost feel bad for not bothering to go the full fourty six days buuut.. I still think its a load of bs that lent was lifted on sundays. Yeah,no. I was going to make a video bout it but I feel a little concerned about going back to facebook and falling back into old habits. My woes are starting to slowly melt away with this Research Seminar Class that I've had. I have to admit that I'm pretty proud of myself as far as being able to go forty days and talk to other people that have given up things for lent. We exchanged battle talks and one of my classmates even told me she had given up chocolate for lent. Chocolate? it almost seemed absurbd! I live in a house with three other women there is not a day that one of us goes without a bite of chocolate but I told her how crazy incredible that was. Dustin gave up soda; a top vice of mine and again i commended them. How awesome it is to share this sort of thing knowing that you're not going through it alone. All in All my attention span is greater, my grades are improving and my teachers seemed legitimately satiated in the work that I seemed to be producing now that I have seemed to get my attention span up to par. Though admittedly going back to being able to see what everyone is doing all the time is tempting, I am going to miss that lovely excuse. "Oh, I gave up facebook." Partially for showing up and partially because it gave me an excuse to set aside something so unseemingly mundane and do something with my life that wasn't updating a post. Blogs are the same and different in many ways, I cant explain how much more intimate it is to thoroughly read a blog post as opposed to skimming through someone's life. I have to say not being able to "stalk" the people I had been for months has been terrifying/annoying and liberating. I got a LIFE. I'm improving on it and I think my next adventure will be finding someone and not through a means of using this world wide web.

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