Fuggi, crudele,fuggi!

Only the cool kids listen to the mists of avalon soundtrack and The Mozart Album.
Clearly,
I am passing the time by doing some legit homework, blogging and finish up a maya scene that i've been meaning to work on since forever and ages ago. I dont know how the time keeps passing by so damn fast.
I feel like my day's just go by in quiet numbers, 12pm, 8pm then midnight.
The time inbetween is so much like a blurr that I dont think I can really keep up. It's kind of funny the way things wind up and what can happen in less than a month.

I'm sitting in here on a beautiful sunny day (believe me i've had my fair share of the sun.) pining over a guy I cant have and sipping on some nantucket nectars Watermelon strawberry. Mmm yummy citric acid. You're so good to me.

Today as I was waltzing down the familiar elliot block I thought of a face i've never seen, a face that used to go to this school and is not. I dwell on things and particularly figures that could of resulted in friendship but end up being thrown to the wayside for reasons I have yet to come to terms with. I dont understand alot of things but I will quietly mourn the loss of an opportunity to pick brains with fellow artists.
People tend to want to lead me into believing someone or something is not worth my time however that doesn't keep me from being curious. We dont always get along with the same person, one of my friends will make friends with another that I cant stand and vice versa.

However, that's okay. It's amazing that way because different points of views although may be annoying are always a refreshing source of information.

Most importantly though at least I never had misfortune of being stalked, hurt or mislead into believing someone was my friend when he wasnt. He was just another flake I could dismiss and send him into the world thinking that all was well. What a waste, I guess that's the way some lives work. We're all like little puzzles, if that piece doesn't fit into our lives we let it go.

and find maybe another puzzle they'll fit into. Cheesy, no?

It's expected to be sunny all this week and much like everyone else i'll hopefully be able to soak in the rays before i succumb to my Computer dungeon.