Lent Day 8-We fought off dementors with chocolate bunnies

Day - Today was a particularly exciting day as my room mates and I got up to grab coffee.

I am currently going through finals week and thus my evil step cousin is at it again, attempting to make amends when clearly i have no interest in resolving a situation which keeps stripping open a band aid and pouring lemony juice all over the wound.

The relationship I have with my step-family is incredibly toxic and seems to carry no end to it. Gladly though neither of have the ability to do enough internet stalking to find this page so I am at liberty to say what kind of shitty situation i've been put in. With that said, regardless of how crappy my week has been I am hopeful. This week will turn out and I'll be able to return peaceful, happy and hopeful.

I can already tell this lent experience is going to be a irritating one, being that most of the people I talk to rely on me to read their post. They are not psychic, half of them dont actually know that I quit facebook for 40 days so, good on them. I never realized how self involved I've become until I stopped using it and there was no proper place to post some of the ridiculous animal videos. No insta-gratification, no "likes" no.. just basic blogging and posting of images. Mostly for myself, I think i'm going through that self-inflicted stage.

Back to my step of kin I have made up my mind about what I want to do. It's given me some distance and clarity that she cant attack me if I dont see what she posts on my father's wall. (FB yet again.) I'm shielded in a way and I will be able to enjoy life without any sort of internet stalking on my own part. I was getting carried away with fascinating myself with people of my distant past. Letting go of people is ten times harder when you can google-stalk search their page.

How scary is that? Granted, I wouldnt DO anything. If anything I apologized to an old class mate for how bitchy I had been but that honestly was about as far as it ever went.

I didn't expect this blog to be so long today.. I guess that sort of repression just kind of builds up and I get so anxious that i ramble.

my apologies,

today is beautiful outside and I even had to rip off my white jacket in order to enjoy the sunshine without being roasted ALIVE.

Alls well that ends well.

- Rabs